- /(email) Zine – text again is good, in parts really good. A really really useful productive exercise and I can see why you did it. Really good end product, definitely professional standard quality. Images are ultimately a WIP and could be progressed into something more mature if you wanted to.
It looks like you are making a lot of progress in a really short amount of time it’s actually quite frightening to see how much shit you get through!
- (email – ex OCA) The first thing I thought was about text and (visual) image. With text we naturally, sub-consciously, often without regard start at the first word top left and read from left to right, top to bottom. I thought of this in respect of the visual images that came after the text, about how difficult it is to interrupt that structural, taught, cultural position. It is different – albeit maybe only directionally – in other written languages.
And also about how the process of reading (the words) from front to back, another construct, delivers the context by which the visual images work with this reader; how they might, or might not, resonate with this reader… I felt “positioned” by the text. I knew where to start by the construct of who I am, the position of the text, the way the text was placed told me where the work began. It’s start.The images, perhaps by design, perhaps as a product of the process, are soft. And I think that lack of didacticism works – even with the agency of the text ringing in my ears. I could sense a tension about where the images sat on the page(s). The continued resistance to engage with a traditional form, to ensure that I, as a viewer, would have to look in order to see.
Did you edit this by yourself, or did you work with someone? Either way I’d be interested in the thought processes.
- (email) Thanks again for sending the zine to me – it’s soo good to see an idea come to fruition. The text and images do work well together and I ws particularly struck by the linkage between “Both mummies lay still. …….” On the bottom on one page followed on the next page by the photograph of the elderly lady waving.
- (message) Interesting without a title on the cover. I like the image on the inside cover too. The text reads well and is nicely spaced making it easier to read and digest. I like the mix of image sizes and layouts. It has one of my favourite images in it although I prefer that image in colour./I’m sitting here now trying to workout the significance of the Virgin Mary and the two mummies./
- (email – non OCA) I was left kind of wanting to find out more about this place you visited for your research. I thoroughly enjoyed reading and looking at your work. I wish it was a big book to be able to see those great images. I thought [it] was a very honest exploration of family and religion perhaps?, and motherhood with some pictorial references that reminded me a bit of the suffering of the ‘madre Dolorosa’ that griefs for the flesh of his son.
Tag: Zine
Hangout: 1 April 2020
I met up with the OCA group this morning online.
Hazel and Rob talked about the difficulties of progressing with SYP now that we are all in lockdown and everything has been shut. Both are in a kind of limbo and I look forward to seeing how they find ways to do what they need to do through these extremely challenging times.
I discussed where I was with the zine and how BOW A4 had taken a slight back seat for a while. Some useful questions were asked and they will be helpful to document as my answers summarise where I’m at and what the work is attempting to explore.
- I mentioned I was planning to order 50 copies of the zine and try to sell them as I need to find ways to bring in some kind of income. As we were discussing SYP, it became clear I was inadvertently tackling elements of that module (see item 2). I had looked at some callouts – Inside Out are doing one but you get paid £80 only – and that’s if they choose your work. They might not even choose mine. This way, all the profits come back to me. Since people are keen to help artists and self-employed people at this time, I hope I am not being unrealistic about people buying them. I had asked for a quote for 25 as that seemed a manageable amount to sell but when the figures came back it just seemed more sensible and economical to order 50. Of course, if we had access to a normal uni print room we might all do this much more economically but I am very impressed with ExWhyZed so far.
- I talked about how pleased I was with tutor Jayne’s comments – ‘Your zine content and layout does a great job of presenting complex ideas in a creative way that’s both sophisticated and accessible’ (TV Padlet, 2020) because that was my intention exactly. To make something accessible that would stand the biggest chance of being sold while also managing to maintain something of my (complex) underlying themes (an SYP discussion point apparently). It’s why I went with this black and white aesthetic which people without PhDs in photography enjoy.
- I suggested a cost of £7 – we all agreed £7.50 would be a good figure to cover postage and the cost of the proof.
- Doug asked me a very good question which I need to be able to answer clearly and succinctly. How does the zine fit with the overall BOW work?
My answer –
i. The zine includes creative writing and image. It was only after Ruth was so encouraging about the writing when initially submitting A2 that I had the confidence to pursue a creative writing/image path. So this is the first step in that direction. (see an earlier post about how I came to use these particular images with this writing.) Also – this article about ‘art writing’ will be useful to reference in my submission, especially with the later project.
ii. The underlying themes feed both works, the zine (A2) and the book (A4/5) – i.e. systems change as seen through linguistic and image signification/structural reality. I hope the statement at the back of the zine hints at this – also on my website
iii. I was glad when Michael pointed out how relevant this was to the current situation – I explained, that is why I am not rushing to make work about COVID-19. There is a lot of noise and it just seems for me the best thing to do is try to stay focused on my work and keep going, let the world filter through as I always do. I am already making work about systems change, morphology, the chaos – autopoiesis. There is a really good and relevant passage in Capra’s Systems View of Life which describes how systems do this – I will make some time to find it and post here later. - Rob has offered to help me figure how to get the sales facility up and running on my site which I am grateful for. I think I might need to upgrade my Squarespace subscription though.
The zine arrived while I was on the hangout. I’m so glad I ordered a proof for more reasons than just checking out the tone. I will discuss these in a separate post. Tomorrow’s ‘me’ time will be about making tonal adjustments to a few images and moving some text about.
I was really grateful for everyone’s support and hope to have this all and running very soon.
Doug suggested writing a blog about this with link to sales for the OCA – good idea!
BOW A2: Assignment reconfigured
31/08/2020

A PDF copy of the zine I am including as part of my final submission can be found here:
As well as providing evidence of my experience producing a zine, this project should not be viewed as a separate appendage, but rather part of an ongoing discussion/exploration addressing deep and seismic structural changes in Western society. My inquiry looks at the move away from a Cartesian view of reality towards one that is more rhizome-like, I have cross-pollinated the work with images that appear in the zine and again in the later BOW publication, as well as taken a frame from a film I edited while making this work, shown at a group show facilitated by pic london (an OCA Blog post about it can be seen here).


This image appears in this family too and why is there an astronaut in a field of flowers
22/03/2020
I am submitting a zine which includes black and white images and text for A2. It will be roughly A5 (dependant on what options are available to me at this time).
Background
After submitting final DI&C work to Pic London, I was pleased to have it accepted. I was put in a group with five other artists and we worked across time and distance using the internet, following three workshops, on a group project. I was in Italy for much of that time.
Three strands of work emerged for me and I had to make choices about what I did with what.
i. a film made with found footage inspired by conversations that had taken place between all of us in person and via FB messenger.
ii. a sequence of colour images taken with flash (which I personally prefer compared to the black and white ones)
iii. another sequence of images I rendered black and white in LR – it suits the mood best, sombre – see below
As well, I wrote something which was inspired by my time in Italy and the conversations I had with the other artists and how the project made me feel, included in the Pic London show, then point ii. above which I’m not submitting.
- The inclusion of the text is an important step for me – and shows development in further work where text plays such a big role. Text has long been critical in my work but the creative rather then essay-like style is a step in a new direction.
At the moment, I am NOT submitting each of these elements for the OCA. Just the Zine but including background information to show how it came about. I have chosen to do this as it shows steps towards the development of the anthology I’m creating for my main submission – i.e. creative text and image in book form.
While all of this was going on, Trump’s government was on shutdown and the tragedy of Brexit being argued about. There were fires, dreadful heatwaves and fascism was showing its ugly face in more and more places.
BOW Assignment 2 original
There was so much work coming out of this collaboration and not all it sat well together. I ended up submitting the writing and the coloured images (see above) to my tutor for A2. I like them but after some time, I felt they were not sitting with the writing as well as they might. I played around with the black and white images and decided they should be valued and put them on my website. A little while later I started thinking about putting them in a zine format. And shared an early example on this blog. This week I have written the introduction and reset the text.
After chatting about the work yesterday with the TV group, I have decided several things
- The cover will simply be an image, no title or other text.
- I am thinking of moving the intro to the back or elsewhere – need to experiment – to break with linear convention. In A4, I am opting for a very strict structure that follows traditional anthology inside of which the signifiers will be allowed to rit and party. But here the signifiers are less chaotic so there may be room for containing structure to be more flexible.
Questions
- Please compare intro texts and let me know which is stronger. The short one in the PDF doesn’t give away too much but maybe it needs more.
- Does the longer text spoonfeed people?
- It’s currently called This Family Too. This links to This Family – my very first assessment project – which linked to Family of Man. I have the book still. But I think it might be better called On The Edge of the Village
- Finally – I am concerned about the image with the swimming ring. It is plastic made in China and says so in text on it – the sequence and edit was made before Trump started spouting his shite, and for me referenced shifts re the West’s global consumerism and the East’s increasing power. Like the later (currently A4) work, this project looks at entanglement – time, culture, waves, intra-action of phenomena, walls – manmade and natural. We discussed this at length yesterday – people reassured me, it did not seem like I was suggesting Trumpian xenophobia, although I could choose to clone out the Made in China to be safe, which I had considered. But we also discussed dangers of self-censorship. I recall Rachal Maclean saying when she made her film pre-Scottish referendum that both sides of the debate assumed her film was on their side due to its ambiguity. If my own work can contain an element of that ambiguity, that would be good. But if it just seems like an accusation I will need to remove the wording at the very least. I’d like to know what others think, please.
Current edit of the book – Mono only 2 full
Things to do –
- Add the cover image to the sequence inside.
- Make sure no title on the cover.
- Play with text/pagination – not linear.
Alternative longer intro
This project emerged while working on a collaborative project titled A rumour reached the village. While the poem was included in the resulting exhibition, these particular images were not. These various manifestations were made when I visited my mother in Ferentillo, Italy, for the duration of the summer school holidays in 2019. While there, it was impossible not to consider the political uncertainty affecting Europe, along with increasing levels of tension and fascism being witnessed globally.
The United Kingdom’s transitional exit period officially began in January 2020. By March, all of Europe was in lockdown due to the Coronavirus pandemic. Italy has, at the time of writing, been one of the most severely affected outside of China. The UK was one of the last European countries to introduce severe restrictions on movement and social interaction but looks to be heading in the same direction as Italy in terms of loss.
The village of Ferentillo consists of two wards, each with their own crumbling, medieval hilltop castle built for observation, protection and a place from which to call the alarm in case of danger. It is known for its museum beneath the crypt of the Church of Santo Stefano, where naturally-mummified bodies are displayed in glass cases. Some bodies are nearly four centuries old, the youngest is from the nineteenth century. The preserved inhabitants include birds and animals, villagers and visitor’s from afar, including China.
The work is made to acknowledge the fragility and ingenuity of humankind, and the entanglement of past, present and future, as well as financial, cultural and organic systems. It emphasises the fleeting moments of our personal experiences; and celebrates, as well as recognises, that which is greater than the individual. It focuses on cultural structures and natural phenomena, growth, and the vastness of existence. It is the third project I have made in the area.
TV Meeting: 21st March
I’ve not been able to attend these meetings for some time. So I was rather glad to be able to now that it’s being held online.
Several people shared work.
- Jonothan showed his project about the regular controlled burning of local woodlands. The group talked about spacing out the images, giving value to the strongest ones, honing in on a single narrative, and addressing the cover, which was described as tautological. I would suggest the twin narrative can be made to work but that it requires recognising each strand, then deciding how to weave them together.
- Dawn showed us her scrolls which were made with generative deep learning AI. I am desperate to find out more about this and will chase. It was great to see how someone I know has been able to make use of this technology as it has felt out of reach. Everything I have read points to large amounts of memory required – my poor old Mac is struggling as it.
- Catherine showed us her reconfiguring of Assignment 1. It’s been great watching her experiments with infra-red and I have sent her Hoffman’s video about seeing just in case she’s not seen it as I suspect it might be useful in some way – related to our evolutionary but parochial human view.
- I shared BOW A2 which I plan/hope to prints as a zine and offer or sale. I am not sure I will be able to get it printed though when the lockdown happens and may need to print it myself here – in which case perhaps as postcards – or some other format; I’ll be seeing what I can order. It’s black and white so the printing is completely doable here by me – colour is a real issue on my Canon that I’ve not yet solved. I have also looked at a postcard booklet which I could get a printer to do but they are unlikely to be operating. Will have to see what happens over the next few days but I’d like to have it ready fairly soon in any case. See separate following post about the work.
- Nicola discussed her concern about the first assignment for documentary which requires you to look at community. I recalled this excellent project by John Clang – Being Together and sent it over. Seems this solution will really come into its own now. https://johnclang.com/being-together.
- Pauline has the same problem – being locked inside but needing to look at community. She showed us two surreal images both of which seemed to connote separateness, being locked out, boundaries both existing and being destroyed, entropy.
It was an excellent day and I look forward to more sessions like this.
A2: A little more work on the zine
I have managed to look at this, this afternoon after feeling rubbish all week, working from home for my part-time role, trying to keep going with the BOW A4 project, and keeping the children occupied without all the various online education things set up properly yet. The whole world is in the same boat – and I just have to accept everything will take longer – we’re not going anywhere, I guess, so it doesn’t matter. We are being made to slow down. Which is a good thing no doubt – and what’s more, the Conservatives have been forced into shifting dramatically closer towards socialist principles, although it does seem to be business rather than sick, old, and vulnerable who have the support so far (I wonder if Johnson will be booted out soon and Rishi Sunak put in a caretaker role…)
Anyway, I am getting closer to writing an introduction for BOW A4 but in the meantime has developed the one for this. It’s a tricky precarious path I’m treading … some will misinterpret so I need to find ways to remain ambiguous but explore what I’ve been looking at throughout the modules – entanglement.
At the moment, the (poetry) writing is at the back of the book. I wonder if it needs to be at the front?
I need to re-edit the fish pic – it’s too black.
But otherwise, here, I think it is. Will send to peers shortly and see what they say/
Mono only 2 – plain cover only
I have also been looking at doing this as a postcard book but struggling with the poem bit at the moment. Not sure how to typeset it and make it work.
alternative introduction :
This project is one of several strands of work which emerged while working on a collaborative project titled A rumour reached the village. While the poem was included, these particular images did not end up in the shared exhibition. They and the group show were made while contemplating the political uncertainty affecting the European Union, when I visited my mother in Ferentillo, Umbria, for the duration of the summer school holidays in 2019. [The sequence arrived at in late 2019].
The United Kingdom’s transitional exit period officially began in January 2020. By March, all of Europe was in lockdown due to the Coronavirus pandemic. Italy has, at the time of writing been one of the most severely affected outside of China where the virus is believed to have emerged. The UK was one of the last European countries to introduce severe restrictions on movement and social interaction imposed to stop the spread of the virus.
The village of Ferentillo consists of two wards, each with their own crumbling, medieval hilltop castle built for observation, protection and a place from which to call the alarm in case of danger. It is known for its museum beneath the crypt of Church of Santo Stefano, where naturally-mummified bodies are displayed in glass cases. Some bodies are nearly four centuries old, the youngest is from the nineteenth century. The preserved inhabitants include birds and animals, villagers and visitor’s from afar, including China.
The work is made to acknowledge the fragility and ingenuity of humankind, and the entanglement of past, present and future, as well as financial, cultural and organic systems. It emphasises the fleeting moments of our personal experiences; and celebrates, as well as recognises, that which is greater than the individual. It focuses on cultural structures and natural phenomena, growth, and the vastness of existence. It is the third project I have made in the area.
2020