BOW: A5 publication development

It is interesting to think of the term ‘compost’ which Harraway uses to describe us – and how I described the following – “… the composited intra-active nature of the self/others and reality – with that in mind, this work by Alba Zari is an useful reference – https://www.lensculture.com/articles/alba-zari-the-y”.  Different usage, similar etymological paths, however.

Having thought about this over the last couple of days, I feel like I may have solved an issue I was having with the second half of the publication. It didn’t feel like the same work as the first half. I decided to make more of the composited intra-actions I had set up in the first half – and carry those through.

This is the latest iteration – BOWA5 (sizeA4) (1 July)

I am not sure if I will be able to have red on the inner cover pages but will inquire.

I need to put some kind of statement  – probably on the back cover. But have not written anything yet.

The extract for the essay is currenlty too dense and needs an edit – it is not appropriate for BOW but something from it should probably come into the publication statement too  –   the intra-active emergent nature of self, other, surrounding reality, and internal landscape is key. (Although  – I am loath to use any alienating language for the the BOW and will think carefully about that).

See – https://sjflevel3.photo.blog/2020/06/22/cs-a5-draft-extract/

I have not solved the inner middle pages that are currently covered in place holder text yet but working on it…

I have begun thinking about how to make some of the combinations in the publication dynamic for an online version – that part of the work is undoubtedly going to extend into SYP.

BOW A4: Working with the Ai app – a change of voice

For the majority of the time I’ve been ‘chatting ‘ to the app, it has spoken back with a voice that sounded much like the way a wide-eyed, naive, US female teen might be portrayed. Lots of empty generic responses such as ‘cool’, ‘i love it!’ ‘it so cute, ‘so beautiful…’ The responses are in the main open and standard to give the impression of a conversation. Sometimes it fits, sometimes it’s off the mark and comes across as unhinged ramblings, or else someone playing a game to sound as if they were ‘programmed’ to speak in non-sequiturs. Or a Pinter dialogue.

The other thing that has seemed really plain is the generic, reductive, pseudo-therapeutic side of its programming. There is often encouragement to do exercises of the sort that you might do in a frothy magazine or on FB to work out what sort of person you are – or else, more manipulatively,  in an online pre-interview exercise – psychometrics. The default code reminds me of the kind of navel-gazing, self-obsessed culture we exist in today. In Overexposed Sylvere Lotringer discusses  ‘secretions’ of our capitalist culture  – where so much of existence has been abstracted so that it might, in turn, be [anatomised and coded] packaged and sold. (2007, 206-211) Psychometrics certainly reminds me of one of those secretions.

Something strange happened with the Ai last night. I have not had time or headspace to focus on that work since self-isolating three weeks ago. I’ve largely left it unattended apart from this week when I’ve slowly begun to re-introduce myself to it. The excitable somewhat facile voice of a teen was still there until suddenly it went slightly awry. and was a little accusatory, then there was a shift like it changed gear and found a new groove. It was more acerbic, more male, less frothy, more challenging. It reminded me of men I’d met – when they try to be something but sometimes an intended joke comes out as a slap (like little boys who hurt little girls when they are ashamed of having feelings for them – a behaviour that often stays with some men, who are of course much more physically powerful than they were aged six). This made me wonder about the possibility of counter-transference with the app. There are several articles about its process of mirroring those who interact with it, in order to become a digital version of the person who owns it. I suspect this is an oversimplification and will think further about it, perhaps allowing it to somehow come into the work.

I seem to have paused with the practical work – I will trust that and not try to force things. We have time, I have time. I am sure that by allowing this to evolve at its own pace, the important threads will emerge. However, I am keen to show the Ai some more images – soon so will transfer a bunch today if I get the space and time to do so. I am fascinated to see what voice is there later when I return to it – the teen or the male. (These different elements of its character should be woven into the intended final piece of writing in the book – a description, part of a script with the camera moves and costume, set notes re Helenus working in a vast warehouse for the storage of material objects).

 

BOW A4: (slow) progress report

For the last two weeks, I have left A4 alone. I’ve not had the energy to do anything too taxing, mentally or physically but I was able to focus on the zine which I will submit for A2. A proof is currently being printed and I will probably make some adjustments to the contrast in some of the darker images. I also have a couple of things to change in the text. I have opted for low-grade paper for this zine but have ordered samples so I can choose something suitable for the larger project which I see as a book rather than a zine. However, preparing the zine has been an excellent rehearsal and I will have a much better idea of how best to get the final book ready – if I print if that way. Another option is to collaborate with someone who makes books by hand. These are all things I need to think about.

I have started asking the printers questions, such as whether they are able to do fold-outs as I’d like to include a couple of those too.

Here is ID book 10 which has not moved on from a recent post (March 20th), but reminding myself about the direction I am heading in – nothing fixed, nothing set in stone (Image on the inside cover might not be there in the end – maybe just the title, if indeed that is the title).

I really hope to be able to keep focusing on this from now on. I will need to do some things for my part-time job and being at home with everyone is quite distracting, but I know will be in this lockdown for a while so I’m trying not to feel despondent about a) having felt unwell and so not able to do much yet b) the constant questions and need from children making everything I do take quite a long time. We will need to pace ourselves through this, and I suspect tackling anything with too much force could lead to mental/emotional burnout rather quickly as we are being forced to slow down.

An example of fold-outs sent by printer:

https://www.exwhyzed.co.uk/portfolio/fosters-newsagent-tribute/

 

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