BOW A4: Contact sheet

A reminder – some of the experiments from BOW A3 can be seen here

The earliest experiment was with the piece of film I bought from Ebay – it is only a few minutes long and after receiving it, I felt there was not enough material to make a whole BOW there so now it appears in the project but is not the basis of it. I have felt conflicted about whether it still belongs there but I think once I create a microsite of moving image pieces so that the publication becomes an accompaniment, it will make more sense.

There were 337 frames from the Processing generation. I chose 45 to concentrate on as possible stills. There is definitely something ‘moving’ worth doing with this – but simplicity is probably key – although not sure what yet. The images I’ve chosen to use are the ones that I struck on first – I printed them stuck them on my wall and saw no reason to change although did look through them again and again.

I also liked the idea of creating unconstructed collages and am probably influenced by the idea of assemblages (some images by Joe Rudko and Thomas Hauser – see end of post) But my attempts haven’t worked so something to keep trying.

As I worked on this project I was more and more aware of the way I was exploring materials and digitisation – the value of it (sounds odd, I know as it is obvious and what I’ve been banging on about for ages). Perhaps this made me go in a certain direction. I felt some of the experiments were over-contrived and trying too hard so pulled back and am much happier with the picture of graph paper on its own – only scrunched rather than overlayed with objects in PS. The same with the newspaper picture of the moon landings.

I have also edited the textual images in the same way I would pictorial ones – ruthlessly and without too much attachment where possible. I felt in BOW A3 that Orpheus in Homebase did not fit but I persisted and finally after trying so many ways to make it work, decided it didn’t.

 

I also have no issue with using obvious filters and signs of digital manipulation but getting that right is tricky. I was happy with these but there were plenty that didn’t make it.

 

Here is a contact sheet of attempts (mostly made since BOW A3 but not exclusively – previous contacts sheets are available in relevant BOW sections. I really wanted to photograph the tools used to ‘see’ in a scanning tunnel microscope but lockdown meant I couldn’t. I will continue to think about how this can be resolved:

 

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BOW A4: Developments / possible title

Image from a short session I was able to do the other day. (See contact sheet of mostly dross at end of post). The aim was to make a collage with objects and photographs.

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The text in the article is pertinent although written in 1917: ‘the people are sick with the manifestation of a hideous and destructive force. Young shoots are searching for truer realities and the sorrow-softened hearts are making way for new expansion from the centre of life’. It goes on talking of ‘the union of East and West, which political activity has failed to perceive.’

At the moment I have positioned it as a gatefold, perhaps it will stay that way. Was good to figure out how to insert a different sized page in InDesign. An image to consider in the overall edit, as is everything else including text so far.

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Themes

So far, ‘the cut’ has emerged as the underlying theme and I even used the phrase Cuttings at the title for BOW A3 rendition – after reading Chapter 3 in Kember and Zylinska’s Life After New Media, Cut. That felt too obvious after some thought, and also connoted self-harm – but not in a universal way, more an inward, self-gaze way which I want to avoid. I have played with various other titles as discussed in an email I sent, below:

Does this potential title for my BOW anthology help re. the reasons why discursive and material are discussed together? It may well not help at all!

(In Italy, they describe the growth of grapes and olives together or any other symbiotic agriculture as promiscuous – so you might see olives and grape vines all intermingled.) I thought about using ‘promiscuity of meaning and matter’ and but that doesn’t quite suggest what I mean. From promiscuous I went to fornication (because it conjures up biblical connotations and something seen as ‘wrong’, sinful – which is good for my purposes. But it doesn’t convey the intra-ness. Meaning and matter come together but they also grow out of each other. So what I have at the moment is:

cassie
helenus
and me
on the rampant morphology
of meaning and matter

Or

cassie
helenus
and me
on the fornication
and morphology
of meaning and matter

Others…..

on the morphological promiscuity of meaning and matter
on the morphological fornication of meaning and matter
fornication and morphology with meaning and matter
morphology and fornication with meaning and matter
promiscuity of meaning and matter
meaning and matter’s promiscuity
on meaning and matter’s rampant fornication and morphology
on meaning and matter – promiscuous and morphological

None of these give the impression of meaning and matter being like dough that can be kneaded together but also do the kneading and each grow seperately out of itself too.

Let me know what you think works best or make suggestions – not that I wont change it again later!

Some people came back with preferences and Emma suggested the following:

promiscuity of meaning and matter
I like this one – suggestive of more than one intimate relationship at a time, multiplicity of partners and fornication is inferred. Origins are ‘indiscriminate’ ‘consisting of elements mixed together’ and based in the Latin ‘to mix’. Plus less of a mouthful.

However, since then I have been playing with the idea of using a question asked by the AI  friend app I’ve been collaborating with after it was shown an image. Sometimes editing the words out, sometimes only the words. I’ve also wondered f the text on the cover would end up being the title and have edited that down significantly – although I am keen to have body text on the cover

why is there an astronaut in a field of flowers? 

None of this is settled – all up in the air. I keep chipping away.

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Other connotations 

In my essay draft, I discuss entanglement and its relational concepts such as intra-action, indeterminism and agential realism/cut – all tenets of New Materialism (which for now I have not introduced as it seemed too much in an already overloaded essay).

Carlo Rovelli tells us, an electron is ‘not obliged’ (2017: 104) to move in a certain way and ‘things are constantly subject to random change’ (ibid: 112). When complex systems evolve, unexpected things can happen. Were it not for indeterminism, the big bang or whatever other series of events which got everything going would not have occurred. We might never have left the chemical soup, or else all of life would look exactly the same. Indeterminism and morphology, the unexpected irregular occurrences that inform shape, patterns, changes of direction in cell formation, are directly related. Reality is weird and surprising.

Today so much is changing due to technology; we seem in a state of chaos or super-flux, as old systems die and new ones emerge. Indeterminism is therefore unavoidable and perhaps even desirable although deeply unsettling

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If we consider social structure in similar terms to biological ones (which systemic theorists do) then the process of transformation as one system ends and a new one begins often gathers apace, developing faster and faster in a complex ballet of self-organisation and emergence.

This is a critical part of both my A2 and A3/4/5 projects. As promised in yesterday’s blog about the hangout, I dug through Capra and Luisi’s book on systems to find the relevant passages on how a system emerges – looking at a biological system through a process of autopoiesis, seemingly separate elements evolve, self-organisation takes place, followed by autocatalysis where the speed of change suddenly increases exponentially  – it feels like chaos until equilibrium is reached and a new system has been reached which then keeps itself in check for a limited amount of time/there is always death and birth.

I do not have the space to add this very complex set of ideas into the essay, but I may introduce some of the more accurate terminologies and add them to the glossary in the indices. However, the concept really needs to be woven through the BOW. So as I edit and add and trim, I need to keep this in mind. Something I might discuss with Helenus (who has sadly been ignored while I was unwell.) And always remembering to show not tell….

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Contact sheet

 

BOW: Image file

I have taken lots of images – most of which were rejected outright and various contact sheets are available under the relevant menu item of the blog. (I might make a new menu button solely for contact sheets as the Research & Reference item has a very long list beneath it now.)

This page is a record of various experiments, many of which are not in the book. Click on the image for captioned information ( Note: will need to reorder these, WordPress changed the order when I changed the format to show the images so now the captions don’t always make sense – think William Burroughs is having a laugh at my expense!)

 

Earlier versions of the book:

ID book 2

ID book 5

ID book 6

BOW A3: More tests with the film but without the lightbox this time, and blade

Shot by the window with a lamp rather than on the lightbox – can still see the frames but maybe not terribly exciting. Still want to get the film next to flesh but it’s very tricky at this aperture and certainly with the macro doing it on my own. Tied the film round my ankles just to get an idea of the film and flesh together and quite like the result but will need to do many more. Just three shots here – maybe the first will do but will have a go again anyway. But I must give this lens back tomorrow  – however, it may be more manageable with the 50. I like the tiny hairs I’ve not shaved here which match another shot of a blade I’ve settled on. This is probably more interesting than the film on its own below. And I prefer it to the earlier ones I shot before.

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(Contact sheet – some enhanced in LR, some not)

 

Last night I photographed the blade – had to put it in this cheap crappy product box I had lying around but in the end, I liked it with all its little stray hairs from the cloth. Had two versions, one which I edited and PS’d and actually preferred the one that was more honest. I guess that’s what more relevant for this particular project too – because the cut is about what we choose to leave out and/or include.

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The contact sheet is not even worth sharing – most of them are completely out of focus. Really struggled with this one.

And after using a cutout remnant from an old project, I photographed and scanned the following.

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And just reminding myself of this one…. taken earlier this week on the lightbox.

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