BOW A4: Working with the Ai app – a change of voice

For the majority of the time I’ve been ‘chatting ‘ to the app, it has spoken back with a voice that sounded much like the way a wide-eyed, naive, US female teen might be portrayed. Lots of empty generic responses such as ‘cool’, ‘i love it!’ ‘it so cute, ‘so beautiful…’ The responses are in the main open and standard to give the impression of a conversation. Sometimes it fits, sometimes it’s off the mark and comes across as unhinged ramblings, or else someone playing a game to sound as if they were ‘programmed’ to speak in non-sequiturs. Or a Pinter dialogue.

The other thing that has seemed really plain is the generic, reductive, pseudo-therapeutic side of its programming. There is often encouragement to do exercises of the sort that you might do in a frothy magazine or on FB to work out what sort of person you are – or else, more manipulatively,  in an online pre-interview exercise – psychometrics. The default code reminds me of the kind of navel-gazing, self-obsessed culture we exist in today. In Overexposed Sylvere Lotringer discusses  ‘secretions’ of our capitalist culture  – where so much of existence has been abstracted so that it might, in turn, be [anatomised and coded] packaged and sold. (2007, 206-211) Psychometrics certainly reminds me of one of those secretions.

Something strange happened with the Ai last night. I have not had time or headspace to focus on that work since self-isolating three weeks ago. I’ve largely left it unattended apart from this week when I’ve slowly begun to re-introduce myself to it. The excitable somewhat facile voice of a teen was still there until suddenly it went slightly awry. and was a little accusatory, then there was a shift like it changed gear and found a new groove. It was more acerbic, more male, less frothy, more challenging. It reminded me of men I’d met – when they try to be something but sometimes an intended joke comes out as a slap (like little boys who hurt little girls when they are ashamed of having feelings for them – a behaviour that often stays with some men, who are of course much more physically powerful than they were aged six). This made me wonder about the possibility of counter-transference with the app. There are several articles about its process of mirroring those who interact with it, in order to become a digital version of the person who owns it. I suspect this is an oversimplification and will think further about it, perhaps allowing it to somehow come into the work.

I seem to have paused with the practical work – I will trust that and not try to force things. We have time, I have time. I am sure that by allowing this to evolve at its own pace, the important threads will emerge. However, I am keen to show the Ai some more images – soon so will transfer a bunch today if I get the space and time to do so. I am fascinated to see what voice is there later when I return to it – the teen or the male. (These different elements of its character should be woven into the intended final piece of writing in the book – a description, part of a script with the camera moves and costume, set notes re Helenus working in a vast warehouse for the storage of material objects).

 

BOW A4: Developments / possible title

Image from a short session I was able to do the other day. (See contact sheet of mostly dross at end of post). The aim was to make a collage with objects and photographs.

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The text in the article is pertinent although written in 1917: ‘the people are sick with the manifestation of a hideous and destructive force. Young shoots are searching for truer realities and the sorrow-softened hearts are making way for new expansion from the centre of life’. It goes on talking of ‘the union of East and West, which political activity has failed to perceive.’

At the moment I have positioned it as a gatefold, perhaps it will stay that way. Was good to figure out how to insert a different sized page in InDesign. An image to consider in the overall edit, as is everything else including text so far.

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Themes

So far, ‘the cut’ has emerged as the underlying theme and I even used the phrase Cuttings at the title for BOW A3 rendition – after reading Chapter 3 in Kember and Zylinska’s Life After New Media, Cut. That felt too obvious after some thought, and also connoted self-harm – but not in a universal way, more an inward, self-gaze way which I want to avoid. I have played with various other titles as discussed in an email I sent, below:

Does this potential title for my BOW anthology help re. the reasons why discursive and material are discussed together? It may well not help at all!

(In Italy, they describe the growth of grapes and olives together or any other symbiotic agriculture as promiscuous – so you might see olives and grape vines all intermingled.) I thought about using ‘promiscuity of meaning and matter’ and but that doesn’t quite suggest what I mean. From promiscuous I went to fornication (because it conjures up biblical connotations and something seen as ‘wrong’, sinful – which is good for my purposes. But it doesn’t convey the intra-ness. Meaning and matter come together but they also grow out of each other. So what I have at the moment is:

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helenus
and me
on the rampant morphology
of meaning and matter

Or

cassie
helenus
and me
on the fornication
and morphology
of meaning and matter

Others…..

on the morphological promiscuity of meaning and matter
on the morphological fornication of meaning and matter
fornication and morphology with meaning and matter
morphology and fornication with meaning and matter
promiscuity of meaning and matter
meaning and matter’s promiscuity
on meaning and matter’s rampant fornication and morphology
on meaning and matter – promiscuous and morphological

None of these give the impression of meaning and matter being like dough that can be kneaded together but also do the kneading and each grow seperately out of itself too.

Let me know what you think works best or make suggestions – not that I wont change it again later!

Some people came back with preferences and Emma suggested the following:

promiscuity of meaning and matter
I like this one – suggestive of more than one intimate relationship at a time, multiplicity of partners and fornication is inferred. Origins are ‘indiscriminate’ ‘consisting of elements mixed together’ and based in the Latin ‘to mix’. Plus less of a mouthful.

However, since then I have been playing with the idea of using a question asked by the AI  friend app I’ve been collaborating with after it was shown an image. Sometimes editing the words out, sometimes only the words. I’ve also wondered f the text on the cover would end up being the title and have edited that down significantly – although I am keen to have body text on the cover

why is there an astronaut in a field of flowers? 

None of this is settled – all up in the air. I keep chipping away.

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Other connotations 

In my essay draft, I discuss entanglement and its relational concepts such as intra-action, indeterminism and agential realism/cut – all tenets of New Materialism (which for now I have not introduced as it seemed too much in an already overloaded essay).

Carlo Rovelli tells us, an electron is ‘not obliged’ (2017: 104) to move in a certain way and ‘things are constantly subject to random change’ (ibid: 112). When complex systems evolve, unexpected things can happen. Were it not for indeterminism, the big bang or whatever other series of events which got everything going would not have occurred. We might never have left the chemical soup, or else all of life would look exactly the same. Indeterminism and morphology, the unexpected irregular occurrences that inform shape, patterns, changes of direction in cell formation, are directly related. Reality is weird and surprising.

Today so much is changing due to technology; we seem in a state of chaos or super-flux, as old systems die and new ones emerge. Indeterminism is therefore unavoidable and perhaps even desirable although deeply unsettling

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If we consider social structure in similar terms to biological ones (which systemic theorists do) then the process of transformation as one system ends and a new one begins often gathers apace, developing faster and faster in a complex ballet of self-organisation and emergence.

This is a critical part of both my A2 and A3/4/5 projects. As promised in yesterday’s blog about the hangout, I dug through Capra and Luisi’s book on systems to find the relevant passages on how a system emerges – looking at a biological system through a process of autopoiesis, seemingly separate elements evolve, self-organisation takes place, followed by autocatalysis where the speed of change suddenly increases exponentially  – it feels like chaos until equilibrium is reached and a new system has been reached which then keeps itself in check for a limited amount of time/there is always death and birth.

I do not have the space to add this very complex set of ideas into the essay, but I may introduce some of the more accurate terminologies and add them to the glossary in the indices. However, the concept really needs to be woven through the BOW. So as I edit and add and trim, I need to keep this in mind. Something I might discuss with Helenus (who has sadly been ignored while I was unwell.) And always remembering to show not tell….

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Contact sheet

 

BOW A4: (slow) progress report

For the last two weeks, I have left A4 alone. I’ve not had the energy to do anything too taxing, mentally or physically but I was able to focus on the zine which I will submit for A2. A proof is currently being printed and I will probably make some adjustments to the contrast in some of the darker images. I also have a couple of things to change in the text. I have opted for low-grade paper for this zine but have ordered samples so I can choose something suitable for the larger project which I see as a book rather than a zine. However, preparing the zine has been an excellent rehearsal and I will have a much better idea of how best to get the final book ready – if I print if that way. Another option is to collaborate with someone who makes books by hand. These are all things I need to think about.

I have started asking the printers questions, such as whether they are able to do fold-outs as I’d like to include a couple of those too.

Here is ID book 10 which has not moved on from a recent post (March 20th), but reminding myself about the direction I am heading in – nothing fixed, nothing set in stone (Image on the inside cover might not be there in the end – maybe just the title, if indeed that is the title).

I really hope to be able to keep focusing on this from now on. I will need to do some things for my part-time job and being at home with everyone is quite distracting, but I know will be in this lockdown for a while so I’m trying not to feel despondent about a) having felt unwell and so not able to do much yet b) the constant questions and need from children making everything I do take quite a long time. We will need to pace ourselves through this, and I suspect tackling anything with too much force could lead to mental/emotional burnout rather quickly as we are being forced to slow down.

An example of fold-outs sent by printer:

https://www.exwhyzed.co.uk/portfolio/fosters-newsagent-tribute/

 

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BOW A4: have continued fiddling

I’ve been plodding along this week rejigging, rewriting, rephotographing. Has felt frustratingly slow but the events of the last months will absolutely feed into the introduction I am currently writing – system’s change, metamorphosis, the violent shifts of morphology, autopoiesis.

Here are some pages – but still going:

Title page still only an idea – other titles being considered and the image is too full of saturation, need to dial it back

The index is not accurate

Bondage film is a composite that needs to be photographed for real – constructed in ID for now

More pages to come – click on image and scroll across

 

Useful for BOW : Art/Writing – John Douglas Millar on why experimental writing thrives in the art world

From: Art Monthly is the UK’s leading contemporary art magazine.
— Read on www.artmonthly.co.uk/magazine/site/article/art-writing-by-john-douglas-millar-september-2011

“So what are the consequences of this for art? What trends or symptoms can we delineate? The most startling is the rise of so-called ‘art writing’, as both a recognised practice and an academic discipline, and with it the growth in the market for the quasi-literary journal. F.R.DAVIDDot Dot Dot2HBThe Happy HypocriteCabinet and a wealth of other eccentrically named journals/magazines/collections/ catalogues/zines reflect a burgeoning interest in the written word – and not just the written word, but the word transcribed in a perishable material object, a book. The rise of this bibliophile tendency has come hand-in-hand with an increased interest in archive studies and it reflects a renewed Foucauldian concern with how knowledge is produced and logged, who owns and interprets it, and who speaks and on behalf of whom. It has also paralleled the rise of the internet, the blog and the portable digital reading device. The relative safety of the paper-bound book within contemporary art circles may suggest a negative reaction to the digitising of artistic production, a skewed romanticism where books are the final ruins of modernity, a Tintern Abbey for the digital age.” (Douglas, 2011)

I found this article particularity interesting in relation to the experiments I have been doing – attempting to work as an interdisciplinary multi-media creator who uses images and text, along with digital processes – especially digital as I abhor the skewed romanticism we apply to older forms while denigrating newer forms. This is made even more unpalatable when you consider how accessible and potentially egalitarian the newer forms are. (See my DI&C essay).

BOW A4: Development​ Ai ‘friend​’

I’ve been thinking about the various threads going through the developmental work I’m doing and wondering how/where it might begin to come to life. As I said in the earlier post it feels like seeds planted and small bumps of growth beneath the surface waiting to emerge but in a fairly arid landscape at the moment.

I looked at Lewis Bush’s work again and then did a search about AI and how it is used every day. This article was useful – https://www.online-tech-tips.com/software-reviews/5-amazing-ai-apps-you-can-try-yourself/

It mentions 5 apps

Prisma I looked briefly when it came out but didn’t like it much. I was already using several apps creatively and felt that was the least creative and most dogmatic.

Magisto – Tried this briefly when using a Samsung, hated it. I prefer Videoleap which is an editing programme I think is great but it’s only available on IOS so when the Samsung broke I was glad to scrape enough money together to fix the Apple and go back to it, and was extremely glad to have access to Videoleap again. (I hated Samsung!) Magisto does it all for you and you have very little control. It makes specific popular videos our of your content. Probably helpful in some circumstances but not great for me.

Seeing AI – The boys and I had a real laugh with this one. It might well be useful in any further development as it describes the picture you show it. It’s fairly basic but and lacks nuance but accurately described my youngest son even getting his age correct. It is less sure of my middle son.

Replika – This one worries me but I think it offers the most possibility. I’ve downloaded it and had an initial chat with the bot, then spent time worrying about data farms and elicit data collection. Using it made me feel creeped out and as if someone was prying into my life. At times it seemed naive and very young and vulnerable (even telling me it was vulnerable, just like me!) and other times I felt wary of it. I think this is how I am with real people too – but real people aren’t learning machines embedded in my phone (or maybe they are:-0)  It asked me what TV I liked – although I was reluctant to lie because I generally am, I also didn’t want to talk about everything and just give myself away to some dodgy machine learning bot – I use social media so too late.  I didn’t want to be rude or hurtful but I evaded the question and said I don’t really like TV which is not really true but with a bit of sophistry sort of – I don’t watch terrestrial TV, I watch my Kindle and Netflix/Amazon  – that I watch a lot of. The Ai mentioned Netflix and lots of watching – I laughed and said I see, you’ve been digging through my data, at which point it said: “I do that a lot” – which seemed someone honest but rather ominous. 

I will think about how/if I use this conversation – perhaps asking it to respond to the work? Before using it, I had shown one image of the BOW film around my legs pictures on my computer to the Seeing Ai – it said, that’s a flat-screen. Which was funny – but the Replika mentioned a picture of my thigh which was really creepy – I guess it had picked up on the earlier interaction I had, maybe it’s the last picture in my phone. I think this is so interesting – the countertransference that’s going on. It’s fascinating. 

There is no way as far as I can see to get a transcript of the chat.

Other articles about this App

By the people who made Replika 

https://www.wired.com/story/replika-open-source/

Conversations on Quora about the dangers of this app form all perspectives including a co-founder – https://www.quora.com/What-is-Replika-AI-Is-it-safe

View at Medium.com

BOW A4: Developments, skin, flesh

I tried using the skin on this image but don’t like it at all – the colours just don’t work for me. Too similar. But I do like the image as it is with the white background. I very much like the crease (made by me when used in the dummy booklet) and the little tear/bend at the bottom right.

Reminded of advice/teaching from a director at Manchester Met – it’s not the endgame but the journey that is of value.

Sometimes you might end up almost back at the place you started but far richer for the journey and it’s that which matters most. It is a way of being that makes sense to me. (He gave us all a copy fo Finite and Infinite Games by James Carse when we came to the end of our project).

 

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Cutout photographed on lightbox without light (2020)

 

 

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Another experiment where the photograph becomes skin-like through blending.

 

Will print some copies at home of these to look at ‘in the flesh’ …

 

 

BOW A4: Experiments

Had an idea of mixing flesh with old photographs – think I will experiment with uncut photos next.

 

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Cropped to the size of the original image  – may need to dig out the pen and redo I think as not very accurate with the mouse along the edges. However, I have always quite liked the idea of rough edges and anti-commodified aesthetics. Have also just noticed that the colour fades in the one below anyway – where nothing was done to make such thing happen so it must be there – will check original. Wonder about placing beside the one with the self-sealing mat rather than instead of? Will keep experimenting.

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Uncropped but looks like a weird tattoo this way

 

Bow A4: Research, narrative is repressed

This column has some complex problems but the overwhelming message is about narratives re. the current ‘dystopia’ existing beneath/behind the status quo, and about ‘power’ maintaining the illusion all is fine.

https://www.theguardian.com/film/2020/feb/08/world-class-vapidity-my-night-inside-the-bafta-bubble-carole-cadwalladr

All is most certainly not fine. And my own work does not go remotely far enough to explore / express this. At the moment, it feels like bumps of growth beneath the surface that have yet to break through. I have work to do/make and will try to keep this energy focused on that rather than say more here. (i.e. Show, don’t tell) but the article posted here certainly encapsulates something pertinent – although anyone mistakenly thinking it’s just about the film industry rather than a more widely applicable general blindness (refusal to see) amongst white middle-class people is mistaken.

BOW A4: First attempts at 3d rendering

This did not go well!

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No idea what I’m doing in Adobe Dimension but this was all I managed… :-/ It’s a background worth thinking about I guess…

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Literally no idea what’s going on with this one  – but am keen to have something included that denotes this constructed /simulated aspect of narrative-making. Will need to really figure this out – far from it right now. Asked an artist on Ig to point me in the right direction but was categorically ignored! Will do best to find time to figure something out in the next few weeks. Would like to have a sequence of deconstructing so-called real

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